"You're adorable."
A voice startles me out
of my intense contemplation of my reflection. I'm not vain, I'm
just checking my eyeliner, seeing if I've gotten it to the Kurt Cobain
stage, when Brian must've wandered in.
"But that make-up's hideous."
He adds in that queenie voice.
I go to turn around to face
him, but his hands hard on my shoulders keep me in place, facing my
reflection in the oversized dressing room mirror. He's pretty forceful
for a little guy.
His face is already made
up. Sparkly eye shadow, heavy liner, dark plum lipstick. My eyes scan
his face, getting stuck on his mouth as I'm hit with a sensory memory:
those lips around my cock, biting my own lip to keep from shouting as
he deep throated me in dark corner backstage last night.
I'm shaking from the memory.
I've never lusted after a guy before. Sure, I can appreciate the aesthetics
of a good-looking male. I know Brian, despite his tongue-in-cheek effeminacy,
falls into that category. But I've never been in a state where simply
looking at a guys mouth could make me quiver with lust. Until now.
I eye him off in the mirror,
trying to remember what we were talking about. He's staring at
me thoughtfully, fingers playing with the shiny fabric of the dark green
satin gown he wears. A few weeks back I would never have thought a guy
could actually look *good* in a dress, either. But Brian does.
"You're so gorgeous," He
says, as if he just read my mind. "But you really have no sense of style.
What are you wearing tonight?"
I point vaguely toward my
sequined suit handing on the closet door. I wonder where he's going
with all this. He's absently fiddling with my hair and my cock
is getting heavy from just that light touch.
He regards my outfit with
a haughty sniff.
"That old thing again?"
I go to protest but he slaps
me on the arm, shutting me up and sending a shiver of reaction down
my body. "It's lovely Danny, but it just doesn't do you justice."
He spins my chair around
so suddenly I almost fall out of it, then I'm eye to eye with him and
there's a feral gleam in his gaze. He leans in and paints my lips
with his tongue. I try to kiss him but he pulls back. //Tease.//
"I'm gonna dress you up."
He says, in a disturbingly childlike way, a little smile curving his
painted lips.
"I don't-" I go to
speak, speak but he interrupts.
"SHHH! You have absolutely
no say in this, so shut the fuck up."
The way he says it, I can
tell there is no way I can remain in this room without doing what he
says. I know I have the option of throwing a tantrum and leaving,
but with about four hours before the gig to kill, and no one else I
want to kill them with, I decide to stay. Funny what your cock can make
you do.
He leaves my chair turned
away from the mirror as he attacks my face, first with make-up remover
and then with such a variety of creams, powders and clasp-housed substances
that I lose track.
There is one item I recognise,
though. Lipstick. He's coming at me with a stick of it now and
I can see the colour. It's pink. My hand comes up to stop him.
"No way, mate. Not pink."
I almost add 'I'm not a fucking queer', but I remember in time who I'm
talking to. And what we did eighteen hours ago. And how that completely
undermines such a statement. I bite my tongue.
"Well what then?" He's miffed.
I can hear it in his voice.
"What about black, or dark,
like yours?" I attempt hopefully. Maybe I can still try for even a semblence
of cool-ness in whatever this finished product will be.
"Sweetie you're so fair."
He coos, "A dark colour like that would just wash you out. Besides,
I've done the rest to complement *this* lipstick." He waves it before
me as he speaks.
I'm about to speak up again,
when he rolls his eyes at me and spinds my chair around. I am assaulted
by my own reflection.
Oh. My. God. There is a
hell of a lot of pink on my face. Powder makes my skin appear light
and luminous. Dark pink and silver shiny eyeshadow adorns my eyes.
Dark liner and mascara make my eyes look huge and my lashes extra-long.
I thought Brian was the
only guy who could wear makeup like this and still look good. I don't
want to sound full of myself, but I was wrong.
"Give it here." I say, putting
my hand out for the lipstick. He drops it in my hand with a satisfied
giggle, watching with a knowing smile as I carefully apply it.
It's a light baby pink with
a silvery sheen on it. It adds the last touch to my face.
I can't believe the face in the mirror is mine.
"Wow." I don't mean to say
it aloud, it just comes out.
"You're so beautiful." He
whispers, dropping a kiss on my neck that leaves a plum-coloured smudge.
"But we're not done yet." He adds as he straightens up and bustles off,
abandoning me to the magnetic gaze of my reflection. The rustle
of silk and chiffon at Brian's wardrobe draws my attention away and
when I look over I see Brian dragging through a colourful array of expensive
fabrics before pulling out an item. A dress.
It's full length, with thin
straps, made of a shiny, shimmery material that looks like silk, with
patches of lace at the neck and along the hem. Pink lace. Pink
silk. Pink dress.
"No way, man!" I protest
immediately, getting out of my chair. "I'm not wearing any dress!"
"Oh come on!" He taunts,
"Don't be so straight." He's got a sulky pout on his face as he
walks over, arms full of pink silk. He holds the dress up in front
of me, pressing it to my body and sizing it up. "I'm not asking
you to wear it on stage, just let me see how it looks on."
He turns me to face the
mirror and slides in behind me, pressing up against my back. He's hard,
I can feel it. It makes my own dick clench. He's still holding the dress
against me, so in the mirror I get an idea of how it would look. It
could be worse. In the reflection, his eyes narrow as he whispers,
"You know silk feels *so*
good against your cock." His voice alone makes me lightheaded.
His hands are already unbuttoning
my jeans and I don't fight him. Instead, I pull my t-shirt over my head.
He's tugging my boxers down now too, and he makes a feral cat-like sound
when he sees I'm already hard. His breath feathers over the taut
flesh as he leans in and presses a kiss to my abdomen. My cock tightens
as he draws away, leaving a purple kiss-mark in his wake.
"OK, hands above your head."
he orders,
I reluctantly raise my hands
and he lifts the dress up and drops it down them. Silk ripples down
my body, cool against heated skin. Brian fusses with the dress,
twisting a strap, straightening a hem, before stepping back and letting
me look in the mirror.
I look... pretty.
I also look rather, ambiguous.
It's no mystery to me what sex I am (especially not with my cock about
to leap off my body as it is right now) but depending on which part
of my face I look at, I sometimes see a pretty young female regarding
me with vexation from the other side of the mirror. The dress
confuses everything. It shimmers down my body, material reflecting
the light. I look like Brian, only younger, fairer, not as pale.
I could get used to this.
"You're so beautiful." He
whispers, eyes locking with mine in the mirror. And right now that's
exactly how I feel.
He steps between me and
my reflection and just stares, looking me up and down, his expression
sultry with a tinge of awe. He raises one hand to my face, brushing
aside an errant lock of hair. His hand slips down to cup my chin, his
thumb brushing across my painted lips. He leans in to kiss me
and pink lips meet plum ones in a kiss that's almost chaste. Almost,
until our lips mash together, his tongue invading my mouth, deepening
the kiss to something else entirely.
He draws back only after
severely messing both our lipstick. We both turn our heads to
check the damage in the mirror at the same time. In its reflection,
I see two dress-clad beings with painted faces and pinky-purple smears
for mouths. It's quite a picture.
His hands brush down my
body, skimming over the dress and making the silk kiss my skin. It feels
good. He presses his lips to my neck, licking and sucking, leaving a
pattern of purple marks. Like he's branding me.
When his hands find my cock
I want to scream. He gathers up silk and takes me in hand, literally
a silken grip. He's right about the feeling of silk on a hot cock. It's
incredible. He pumps me through the dress until the fabric darkens
with moisture.
I groan in protest when
he releases me. He ignores me, gathering up the skirt of my dress and
hitching it up to my waist, exposing my cock to his hot gaze.
It's weird to see my reflection hitch up its skirt and reveal a hard
and obviously male organ.
Brian grins and kisses me
again, hiking up his own skirt. I haven't seen his cock before,
(last night's "service" was kinda one way, but I plan to change that)
and I draw away from his skillful lips to have a look. I'm no connousseir
but it looks pretty good to me. He's hard too, but I already knew that.
I start to reach for it, but he sidesteps me. Steps in front of me so
I have to look in the mirror to see his eyes.
He smiles evilly, bending
forward to lean on the makeup bench, purposefully brushing his arse
back against my the tip of my dick. I see his reflection smile
as mine grimaces in pleasure. His hands go into one of the makeup
bags on the bench as he continues to taunt my dick with his firm pale
arse. The wandering contact is making me lightheaded and when I feel
his slickened fingers reach back to grip my cock I almost faint.
I force my eyes open to
meet Brian's gaze in the mirror. He's grinning at me. I watch his expression
melt into want as I reach forward and taunt his cock with my fingers.
It twitches beneath my fingers and I pull at it the way I pull at mine
when I'm jerking off. Brian's eyes fall shut and he whimpers, pressing
his arse backward and rubbing it against my cock. I tighten my
grip on his straining flesh, and rub my cock against the crack of his
arse.
I feel him pushing back
with his arse and pulling forward on my cock, and I know what he's trying
to do. He wants me to fuck him. I don't have time to worry about not
knowing what to do because I'm already pushing in and he feels so good,
so tight. His expression in the mirror is a blissful grimace. I grip
his cock tighter and start to move. His knuckles are white where he
grips the bench. Soon the room is filled with the sound of tortured
groans and rustling silk as we both milk each other, faster and faster.
I watch his face shatter as he comes, moaning. So beautiful. I'm not
far behind him.
Afterward, I slump over
him, our bodies a mess of lipstick marks and semen spattered silk.
To me he looks even prettier now with his face flushed, his make up
smeared and his hair in disarray.
I wait for my heart to slow,
and we straighten up. He leans in to capture my mouth in a lazy kiss.
It feels good. After our lips part he runs two fingers down my powdered
cheek, running his thumb across my lips.
"You know, pink really is
a good colour on you."