Til You Say Goodbye
by Melangel
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Why did you do it? I stood in the downpour, staring
after the sirens and lights that carried you away. My angel.
You were the only one to get down past my silent exterior.
The only one to look beyond the shy barrier I kept around myself.
And now...
I remember a few days ago, you kissed me. It was the first
time you even showed an inkling of liking me. And I was thrilled.
I had stared at you for years upon years, sweet Darren. Every
time was bittersweet. I loved you since the day you opened
your mouth in that garage, singing with a voice I'd never heard before
till then. No, not even a thing that came close. True,
you cracked on a few notes, lost your breath once or twice, but you made
it through, and with every note, I knew more and more you would be
perfect for our band.
"Sir. Mr. Jones.. you need to go to the hospital
with us. You need someone to look at those cuts"
Cuts? Oh yes, the rivulets of blood that smeared down my cheeks
from gashes in my forehead. The surprising thing was that you
were in the passenger side. You weren't supposed to have control
over this. Maybe if I had paid more attention on keeping my
hands steady rather than flipping the radio dial...
But the needle came. A slight pinch, a sting.... and then
blackness. Just before I stopped thinking, one last desperate
cry shot through my mind. I love you, Darren Hayes. Though
you might never hear it... I love you.
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"Wake up... come on, Daniel... wake up... please!"
Who..? No! It couldn't be! You're DEAD! Aren't
you? I dared to open my eyes... one right after the other.
Everything felt stiff... disconnected. But I was alive --
And staring into the most beautiful blue eyes I'd ever hope to
see in my life.
"Darren?" I choked, afraid to truly believe this heavenly
vision:: "Is that really you?" You only nodded... and I saw
the glittering tears fall from your eyes. You looked like you
went through hell and back, but you were alive..
"I.. I though I'd lost you..." That wasn't exactly right... You
may be the wizard of words, but I knew there was more I had to tell
you. Ah yes. "I didn't know what I
had to loose till.. .. till I saw them take you."
And you kissed me.
~fin~
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