A New Life
by Alex
Author's Note: major angst ahead
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There aren`t that many sounds that can surpass the oddity and
endless sadness of the creepy feeling of hearing earth hit coffin. His heart had
literally skipped a bit and even now, days after the burial, he could still hear
the strange sound echo in his head. He wished he had never heard it. It haunted
him and it seems there was no escape.
Daniel sighed, running his fingers through Obi`s silky fur.
The dog looked up at him for a moment, giving him a short bark before cuddling
and curling into Daniel`s lap, licking his hand briefly.
"You`re everything I`ve got left of him, "Daniel sighed
again, cradling the diminutive head between his hands and kissing the top of his
dog`s head.
It`d been two years since Darren had joined the other world
and since Obi had come to live with him. The only thing Daniel had wanted as a reminder of Darren had been the
little mut and his parents had agreed, knowing that it would be such comfort for
the obviously grieving Daniel. Everybody had noticed how hard he had taken the
whole ordeal and people had tried to reassure him of their support. Letting him
take care of Obi had been an option Darren`s parents had agreed to happily, at
least Obi would be in good hands. Obi reminded them too much of Darren so there
had been no hesitations.
"Woof,woof..."
*Darren looked up at Daniel, 'I know it`s hard my friend, but
you have to be strong. You`ll probably never know but I`m still with you,'
Darren sighed curling up in Daniel`s lap after having kissed his friend`s hand,
'but I`ll always be here with you, protect you. '
The first thing Darren had seen after opening his eyes in his
new life had been the blanket in the dog`s basket. Seconds later he had realized
he was inside the body of a dog and not any dog, his sweet Obi`s body. Strangely
enough, it had seemed only natural to him that things should turn this way and
he had felt no regret . He had the memory of his previous life, he knew he had
been a handsome young man but he didn`t regret not being one anymore. It felt so
right to be there . He had a new life as his best friend`s dog and he knew it
would be a good life, his friend would never harm him. It was strange how his
own mind and Obi`s interacted, but they took turns over the body, sometimes
Darren would just wander as Darren, other times he would withdraw and let the
more instinctive Obi have his way. He spent a lot of time dealing with inner
,spiritual things which he didn`t have access to before and he hadn`t even been
aware of as a man. The universe was different and he had a new world to explore.
Regret was not part of him anymore so he couldn`t regret not being a man
anymore. Being a dog was what he felt comfortable with now and he enjoyed the
ride.
He felt his master tremble and the hand return to caressing
him. It felt so good and relaxing. His master`s lips were moving ,Obi couldn`t
make out the meaning but Darren understood.
"Obi, I miss him, I know you miss him too," Daniel murmured
sadly,"but we must be strong, he would `ve wanted it this way."
"Woof./I know my friend."
Life went on. They say time heels any wound. Daniel had come
to terms with Darren`s demise but he didn`t forget him. Darren was in his mind
all the time , he felt as if he was hanging around and this feeling got stronger
whenever Obi was close. It was a good feeling and he enjoyed spending time with
his dog.
Obi spent his time doing what dogs do, getting acquainted
with the neighbours, giving Daniel a hard time, destroying and making a mess of
himself, the last mischief
involving a trash can and the neighbour`s back yard. Of course the cute puddle
could have been considered a reason for all this showing off, but he wouldn`t
admit it. He was the dog ,after all !
As for Darren, he tagged along, of course, gradually
understanding and coming to terms with the fact that his life had taken yet
another turn and that Daniel`s life would not include nor exclude him either.
Ignorance was a thing Darren could do nothing about, it was just how things
stood, his friends had no idea Obi was more than just Obi, well, Darren knew
Daniel thought of him every time he saw him, but it wasn`t like he saw
Darren.
"Woof!/What`s wrong?"
He sensed his master`s distress, something was troubling
him.Obi`s sharp senses told Darren that Daniel was worried. Maybe it was about
all those ladies who had come and talked to him. Some have even shouted. Maybe
someone was in trouble and needed his master`s help. He knew that sad look on
his master`s face and he knew Daniel`s expressions, something was definitely
wrong. Darren cursed himself for not paying more attention, but sometimes Obi`s
instincts took over his completely and the dog would just reign supreme. He
promised himself he`d be more careful so he started spying on Daniel, playing
detective, a role Obi seemed to enjoy as well. But it proved not an easy task,
Daniel being as elusive as possible whenever something interesting, in both
their opinions, would show up.
Daniel closed the door after his visitor and breathing
deeply, he gathered Obi under his arm , settling down in the big armchair.
"Woof ,woof,/'What`s wrong?' Darren wanted to know. He could
sense his friend`s trouble and wanted to comfort him.
"Obi, Obi, what shall I do ?" Daniel caressed his fury
friend.
"Woof, woof!/ What`s wrong?"
Obi watched the haggard face not knowing what to do. He
pushed his moist muzzle in his friend`s face, licking his cheeks, trying to
bring a smile on it.
"Hey, you mut, "Daniel laughed, "what are you doing ?" he
ruffled the fur of his beloved dog. "Here, fetch the ball !" he said a bit more
cheerful, throwing the ball and smiling at Obi`s dash after it. "There you go,
good dog," Daniel said taking the ball from Obi and throwing it again. They
played like that until Obi got fed up and turned to sleep, exhausted with all
the running around. Daniel watched Obi for a while, thinking of Darren , then
went about his business, uneasy thoughts creasing his brow.
Darren sighed tired, Obi`s taken over again,a running ball
was something no dog could resist !
Some days later, as Obi was doing his mischief, Daniel
entered and craddled him in his arms, murmuring softly,
"Tomorrow`s the day, Obi."
Darren wondered what his friend was up to, what would
happen the next day, but couldn`t think of it too long. Obi had more important
things to deal with, a hot bitch had just moved across the street and he needed
to investigate . He decided that whatever it was,he`d deal with it then. Despite
imposing himself the surveillance of his friend`s movement, he had had only rare
opportunities to do it. And sometimes it was just nonsense, women came knocking
now and then, but mostly neighbours came complaining about Obi`s conquests and
adventures, which Daniel, like any loving master and friend, dismissed
quickly.
The next day, as they entered the white building, Obi stood
quiet. It was a new , uncharted territory and he wasn`t in his element, Daniel
carrying him in his arms, patting his head now and then and pressing short
kisses against his fur, helping only little with his uneasiness .
Obi struggled to understand what was going on but he couldn`t
so he let Darren take over, this situation needed a superior understanding. As
Darren examined the room, he realized he was at the vet`s. He could see Daniel
in the other room, through the large window, and he was talking to a man in
white. Daniel seemed in distress. Suddenly he became aware of movement around
him and he flinched at the stung, the serum flowing inside his body making him
feel uncomfortable . He yipped at the sensation and felt his body grow heavier,
his eyelids bound to close. He felt very sleepy all of a sudden. Through heavy
lids he saw the vet enter the room and pat him gently then whisper in his
ear,
"Come on, boy, you know how it is, you should have been more
careful ..."
the vet stopped at Obi`s yipping,
*Daniel,what`s going on ?* Darren could feel fear crip inside his trembling body,*
"There`s too many little Obis running around !"
*Woof/"Daniel ???Darren got terrified, "What`s
happening?!"*
"I know it might sound cruel, but" the vet went on, "being
neutered is not the end of the world ! You still have your health, you know,
"the vet grinned devilishly.
*WOOF/DDDDAAAANNNNIIIIIIEEEELLLLL !!!* he yipped again as he
plunged into a nightmarish sleep, knowing that his life had once again taken a
turn, but what turn, he would know only after he would wake up.
The end
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